All your doing is beating me down.
Making me feel worse and worse.
And all I wanna do is give up,
And give in…..to myself.
You’re just making me feel worthless.
And causing me to realize I’m not above that lifestyle.
And honestly…
I don’t care about ANYTHING.
Because none of it matters anymore.
You’ve taken away EVERYTHING at my expense.
You don’t realize how much this is costing me.
I’m losing everyone and everything that makes me who I am.
I don’t feel like myself anymore.
I have no determination to do anything positive with my life.
And it’s completely your fault.
So fuck you.
Your sucking the life out of me.
I have no desire for anything other than escaping this.
And my only escape…
Is ending this…. Everything.
Because it’s never going to get better.
Spare me the shit I’ll feel…
And just let me die here.
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4 comments:
yeah :/
Life is a tangled web. But more people care about you than you can even imagine. We never know how many people care. Because people never really say it. So I will. I care about you.
(Ande and Kelsey's)Baba
Thank you darlin'.....you are such a sweet girl. Believe me, it took all of my 59 years to finally figure out who I am. I made LOTS of mistakes finding that out....If only I could go back and correct some of the really bad ones. But then again, would I really want to? They all came together to make me who I am today. Some things you just have to experience as part of the "aging" process.
All I can say is Rock On.....and be at Peace always.
Love ya!!
minseeli.....(a little sealy mattress?)
How you be girl? I just wanted you to know that we, as parents, sometimes have the ability to forget exactly what it was like to be a teenager. Of course, that depends on what they were like when they were young. Just remember....EVERYONE was young once. You might not know all their secrets.....LOL.
And remember that this time in your life will move quickly. It really will. And all that you do now will make you who you will be tomorrow.
HUGS
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