...??

i know this is all completely WRONG.
but for some strange reason.
i feel RIGHT.

for the first time in a long time...
i feel like im worth it.
and i feel alive.

its a relief to feel that way...ALIVE.
because for a while id thought i was gone.
just wasting away until this gracious god of yours decided to LET ME LEAVE.

but this...and you..
makes me feel like there's a chance for me.

which is all wrong.
i shouldnt ever feel like that.
and especially not because of this.

but i do.
and i cant deny it.

ive never wanted something this much in my life.
and nothings ever been so far out of reach for me.

which just causes me to want this that much more.
its more than i can bear.
I NEED YOU.