In this dark room,
pain starting to loom.

Everyone's getting high and when I'm feelin so low,
there's no where else to go.

Up and up until I'm fading into the beat,
blowin powder, hittin whats passed to me, gotta take a seat.

Times runnin and I gotta be home,
But the tears come when I'm alone.

The fear of what I'm runnin from gets to me,
Everyone but me disgusted with who I wanna be.

You call me trash,
I hope one day I crash.

Take this burden I create,
It'll turn into guilt but its too late.

To try and look past your pride and understand,
but no one ever could come close to my pain desert land.

I been through it all,
lessons always learned the hard way, causin me to slip and fall.

If only I had you to fall back on,
Maybe there would be a new dawn.

A new morning of hope in endless years of night,
I wouldn't know how to live without the fight.

Destroy

Take a good look,
cuz she's closin the book.

The line is getting blurry,
leaving her in a hurry.

Taking her last breath,
lost lusting in the eyes of death.

Grieving the loss of who she used to be,
yeah that girl is me.

Scream

Hours feel like days,
Stuck in my ways.

Growing from pieces broken,
Pain mended, I'm tokin'.

Livin down deep under,
Cryin from the thunder.

Your holding me through the tears,
Confronting all my fears.

Lost screaming never heard,
And I haven't uttered one word.

Desolate

Take a good look,
She's closin the book.

The line is getting blurry,
Leaving her in a hurry.

Taking her last breath,
Lost lusting in the eyes of death.

Grieving the loss of who she used to be,
Yeah that girl is me.

Cry

Gazing into her eyes,
Pain, fear, loss; a dream in disguise.

Wavering source of hope,
Struggling with the dope.

Searching for a glimpse of the girl she once was,
Desperately chasing her buzz.

Lost in the darkness of the sky,
She's never letting tonight die.

She's running away,
From everything you have to say.

Consumed by the guilt,
Hopes beginning to wilt.

Gazing into her eyes,
A new dream smothering her cries.

And this is the end.
I welcome it with peace.

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I don't deserve this.