In this dark room,
pain starting to loom.

Everyone's getting high and when I'm feelin so low,
there's no where else to go.

Up and up until I'm fading into the beat,
blowin powder, hittin whats passed to me, gotta take a seat.

Times runnin and I gotta be home,
But the tears come when I'm alone.

The fear of what I'm runnin from gets to me,
Everyone but me disgusted with who I wanna be.

You call me trash,
I hope one day I crash.

Take this burden I create,
It'll turn into guilt but its too late.

To try and look past your pride and understand,
but no one ever could come close to my pain desert land.

I been through it all,
lessons always learned the hard way, causin me to slip and fall.

If only I had you to fall back on,
Maybe there would be a new dawn.

A new morning of hope in endless years of night,
I wouldn't know how to live without the fight.