My First Blog.

My eyelids flutter.
I awake in darkness.
I am lost.
With no clue
As to where I am.
I feel not quite normal.
Like there is something foreign
running through my body.
I feel
EMPTY
ALONE
LOST
FORGOTTEN.
I am cold.
I have no recollection
of the events leading up to now.
Where am I??
But then,
I see the lights.
The headlights.
The spinning vehicle making its way to me.
But why??
Why isn't my body moving
away from this apparent danger??
I am SHOCKED.
Like a swift wind.
I see
The driver
a stranger
but
the most significant mug.
Is this really the end??
How can this be??
It has just begun.
But the end is approaching rapidly.
I am HELPLESS. hopeless
I look into his eyes and see fear.
He looks into mine and sees relief.
But its too late.
My body is frozen in its place.
I am stuck
here
now.
I am not sure I want it to be over.
But then I know it is.
And i like the idea.
I let out a fatalistic scream.
Joined by the screech of brakes.
I am flying
AWAY
I look up.
I see those eyes.
But they are not fearful.
They are guilty
but lovely.
And then i realize where i am.
In this small box.
Dressed in this
stiff outfit.
I am
DEAD.
Forever.
I shut my eyes
peacefully
embracing
the stillness.