Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Overhead



I wish i could be a bird for a day.
To be able to see everything below me.
To poop where ever I please.
To migrate in the winter to avoid the cold.
To teach my offspring to fly.
To build nest.
But not only that...
I want to fly.
To soar.
To be superman's inspiration.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Fracture


A broken bone.
Is more than just a bone.
It is a reminder.
But the breakage of human bones can be closely related with a tragedy or mishap in ones life.
The fracture is the event.
But the trauma and disadvantages of having a broken bone are the effects of the unfortunate experience.

Closed Fracture
When there is a closed fracture there is no broken skin. The bones which broke do not penetrate the skin (but may be seen under the skin) and there is no contusion from external trauma.

A closed fracture is one of those experiences that are painful but may not be visible. You heal and recover. It may take some time, but there is hope. It's a learning experience.



Compound Bone Fracture
When this occurs, the bone breaks and fragments of the bone will penetrate through the internal soft tissue of the body and break through the skin from the inside. There is a high rise of infection if external pathogenic factors enter into the interior of the body.

A compound fracture is a lot more complicated.It's the experience that's unbearable. The one you can't manage to disguise. The break that draws attention.
The kind that makes people wonder what happened. It's the one situation that completely consumes you. Also, after the point of healing, you may still have pain or some limited mobility. A high rise of infection. Infection. So this injury may possibly lead to other unwanted events that follow up after the big one. A compound fracture can be a "let's wait and see" kind of deal. Come back in 4 weeks and we'll see how it looks then. So you just feel stuck with a broken bone. And there's not much you can do about it after you've sought assistance from someone. Just doctors orders. Don't get it wet. Your still fragile. Be careful.You may not be able to participate in some of your normal activities. But in time maybe someday you'll be able to be the person you used to be.


My First Blog.


My eyelids flutter.
I awake in darkness.
I am lost.
With no clue
As to where I am.
I feel not quite normal.
Like there is something foreign
running through my body.
I feel
EMPTY
ALONE
LOST
FORGOTTEN.
I am cold.
I have no recollection
of the events leading up to now.
Where am I??
But then,
I see the lights.
The headlights.
The spinning vehicle making its way to me.
But why??
Why isn't my body moving
away from this apparent danger??
I am SHOCKED.
Like a swift wind.
I see
The driver
a stranger
but
the most significant mug.
Is this really the end??
How can this be??
It has just begun.
But the end is approaching rapidly.
I am HELPLESS. hopeless
I look into his eyes and see fear.
He looks into mine and sees relief.
But its too late.
My body is frozen in its place.
I am stuck
here
now.
I am not sure I want it to be over.
But then I know it is.
And i like the idea.
I let out a fatalistic scream.
Joined by the screech of brakes.
I am flying
AWAY
I look up.
I see those eyes.
But they are not fearful.
They are guilty
but lovely.
And then i realize where i am.
In this small box.
Dressed in this
stiff outfit.
I am
DEAD.
Forever.
I shut my eyes
peacefully
embracing
the stillness.