...

Your just a rain drop on my window.
Something that catches my eye.
But not in time.
Because by the time your in view.
You roll down and disappear.
And it leaves me wondering...
would it have made a difference if you'd stuck around a little bit longer?

Ironically enough...

I find it humorous that you don't want to be in my life until now.
Until i have it together and I'm happy.
Because you weren't there when i needed you the most.
I'm not going to allow you to be a part of my life now.
Well at least not what you could of been if you'd been there when i cried out for you.
I'm fortunate i have the strength to realize your nothing and you don't deserve the opportunity to watch me thrive if you weren't willing to be there for me at a low point in my life.
so fuck you.
and all your stupid comments.
insults.
and your lame friends.
because i dont need you anymore.